_______ A Beautiful Lie

random updates

there is a lack of updates in this blog.
pardon me but sometimes there's just too little time.

alot of things happened in the past months.
some made me happy n others made me thoroughly upset.
but after all that, i'm just contented that i'm getting a break right now.
i just need to get back at doing what i love most.
and to catch up with everyone who matters to me!
i haven been seeing my poly mates.
haven been seeing my teammates.
haven even saw most of my besties!
well. let's not forget the NCC frens.
i haven seen or heard from anyone in the longest time ever!
the only people i saw recently was the sec school peeps.
n of course, the frens in school.
(not really excited to see the colleagues; just the frens.
two very different sets of people.)

so it got me thinking.
is tis wat life comes to once u move on from a certain place to another?
now that i'm working, i haven seen any of my poly frens or the NCC ones.
n to think, these are the ppl whom i spent alot of time with in the past 3 years or so.
it actually made me feel sad.
cos its either i didnt have the time to meet up with them.
or they couldnt make time for me.
sigh.....

anyways.
life in school can be a bitch sometimes.
cos ur new, the older ppl will scrutinize u.
and suprise, surprise.
these ppl actually have alot of time to spare!
why i said that?
cos some of them actually took their time to observe and then, gossip abt me.
apparently, they are pretty concerned abt who i am frens wif n all.
i mean "HELLO????!!!"
do i need their permission to be someone else's fren?
so i came to this conclusion: some older people just suck!

moving on...
it's the holidays now.
but i'm not going anywhere.
such a sad case.
guess will use the time to get back at trg seriously.
went to see them during regatta last week.
n i reali miss the team spirit.
miss taking part in races.
n most of all, i miss my babes :(

okays.
there's so much more things that i wan to say.
but rite now, i just cant write anymore.
just letting all my babes know:
i miss all of u so darn much!!!!!!!!!! <3

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 12:35 am