_______ A Beautiful Lie

so i have not been updating.
was utterly busy.
work sucks.
like who wont agree, rite?

i had a breakdown yest.
the first one in a long time.
n this time, i reali feel like quitting.
talked to the ppl who are close to me.
some said i shd go if i wan to.
some said i shd hang on abit there.
talked to mom.
she said i shd stay.
hang on abit.
talked to RSM today.
n he said, yes. i shd stay too.
he noes i'm made of stronger stuffs than tis.

i dunno why.
but Sir's words made the greatest impact on me.
(of cos, my mom's too. but dats besides the point).
i did a reflection. n i agree.
i'm usually strong.
so why do i haf to back down for tis?
i guess i lost a part of me somewhere.
the part where i fight n never give up.
i made a promise dat i'll find it back.
n fight relentlessly till the end.

dearest ppl who had always believed in me,
i thank you for every bit of support u gave me.
thank you for giving me great advices.
n nt forgetting, thank you for always being there for me.

-loves-

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 10:26 pm

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