_______ A Beautiful Lie

haven updated for some time.

was busy wif some things or other.

stuffs happened.
ppl come n go.

which reminds me.
just after the demise of the 5 dragonboaters,
which left me very very sad,
one of my sec sch classmate of 4 yrs passed away.
raymond koh meng qi.
passed away two days before hari raya haji.
was utterly shocked when i heard the news.
jannah called me dat nite n told me abt it.
mark told her.
i told fariha, richard n suhaimi.
on dat friday itself, me, fariha n rachel went to the wake.
its so very saddening to see him lying in the coffin.
its so unbelievable.
i cried cos i cldnt control myself.
he became very bloated, nt like the raymond i knew.
his cousin told us dat he was bloated cos of the meds they gave him.
apparently, he had fever for 12days.
den went into coma for the next 6 days.
after dat, it led to brain damage.
he's doin his OCS trg nw.
n just signed on wif the Navy.
which explains why he was donned in the NO1 uniform.
he's the only son in the family n also, the eldest.
had 3 younger sisters.
two of whom, we saw, looks EXACTLY like him.
its reali heartbreaking to hear all tis from the cousin.
he was my classmate for 4 yrs.
he stayed so near me! ):
he was a very nice guy.
i don wan to describe anymore.
cos i wld just be so sad n cry again at the thoughts of him.
sigh.

missed the x'mas celebration wif the team.
cos stayed in to accompany my mom.
since no one's at hm.
they booked a hotel suite to party.
haha.

been missing trg.
last thurs was hari raya haji.
den sunday was lt fadli's wedding.
tis tues was x'mas.
i sprained my ankle on thurs morning.
gah!

oh.
attended lt fadli's wedding last wk.
met up wif firdaus n company.
its soooo good to see those ppl again! (:
its been reali long since we last see each other.
lt ye. sgt kelvin. sgt pan. sgt eugene. n lots more!
n of cos, junhong came too.
but den, i see him like every other day?
haha.
but we had fun at the wedding.
cos got to catch up abit wif each other.
took photos.
looked at the wedding procession.
its abit different from other weddings i've attended.
but the food wasnt dat nice!
bleahs.
we got to take pics wif the couple.
yey.
heh.

anw after much much contemplation,
i finally made my choice.
i'm goin back to wgs next yr.
teaching eng n lit.
fixed classes.
it wont be quite the same though.
cos arul, daya n shukor wont be there anymore.
sigh.
but i still haf fiza, rezuan n azleen!
yes, she's back in wgs.
yey (:

oh.
we went to kak mas's (our HOD) hse today.
hse warming-cum-son's bday.
she just moved.
n i tell u, her hse is soooooo damn nice can!
reali.
i tink everyone's impressed laa.
n of cos, her son is cute.
haha.
the food's nice tooo. (:

oh. oh.
went driving yest.
did evaluation.
got 10pts for it.
hmmmm.
again, we went on a road spree?
haha.
n we realised dat 100mins is too short for us.
hah. (:

anyways.
some of the events dat happened made me realised
dat life is very very unpredictable.
it can be all happy moments today
n it'll be a totally different story the next.
i'm learning to appreciate life more.
n be thankful for everything n everyone i've got.
live life to the fullest.
make the most of it.
have no regrets.
cos i realised dat life is too short to make too many mistakes.

okays.

i tink i've wrote long enough.

pardon me for writing in non-sequence.

i just wrote whatever dat comes to mind first.

bye world.

good night.

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 9:48 pm