_______ A Beautiful Lie

tired. it kills. almost.

so i spent yest morning at PASS in cisco. it was reali early. cos by 8.20am i'm oreadi at paya lebar mrt station. class is supposed to start at 8.45am but by den, only one of our "students" haf reached da place. da rest started to stream in only at 9. quite disappointing. n da class turnout was only 13 ppl i tink. da lesson was quite ok. i left at 11.45am. right after class ended. supposed to meet huda at 12.15pm(latest) at kallang. but guess wat. she turned up only at 12.45 when i'm there since 12noon. as usual. ugh. so i waited n waited. n guess who i saw. ex-lt fadli! haha. we talked. abt ncc. central. n i tink its quite cool to talk to him nw. haha. den finally huda arrived. by den, it was oreadi raining SUPER heavily.

we decided to take a cab down to National Stadium. we reached n da cadets are sitting ard. just when we take our first bite of our bread, we haf to go down for the rehearsal. n yes, dats our breakfast. we only get to eat our bfast/lunch at 2.40pm. when they were having their break. 3.30pm n its off to rehearsal again. tis time huda becomes da contingent commander. cos syafiq claims he's sick. felt pukey. n oso cos there was only 3 clts yest. dunno wat happen to da rest. they either had smth IMPT on or they are dead. rehearsal continued till ard 5pm. oh. today is da second time i heard LT firdaus shout at cadets! haha. den it was time to go. RSM asked me n huda if we wan to go for Mac. on him! haha. so we went. goes to show dat we sayang him. haha.

so Mac for dinner. den he sent us to tampines. (tanx so much k sir. u totally rawk! hee). we met up wif yasir n his fren (his name is nasha i tink). den met up wif their other frens. liyana, her 12-year-old sis n fatimah. den we talked. n crap. other ppl joined too. including happy. wif his brand-new helmet. haha. we left at 9+. took bus hm. n by dat time, i was super tired. all da way from morning till nite.

den today i had to go for dat 4million smiles thingy. it was kinda lame. cos i didnt even noe wat was it abt. so after da whole event, i got an idea wat is it la. haha. da GOH was PM Lee. he came wif his family. den he gave a relatively short speech (nt those super long-winded kind they give at Affirm. haha). after which we had phototaking sessions. lots of photos! had some refreshment. den off we go. quite lame rite. haha. oh i saw faiz there. yes. fadhil's bro. he was representing ITE. long time nv see him la. haha. so dats it. i'm tired nw. ugh.

to my darling hamx.
babe. take things as they come ok. don be depressed just cos u feel confused abt da jerk. if it's meant to be, den it's meant to be. don deprived urself of da fun u can haf in ur life rite nw just cos u feel depressed n wans to stay in ur room all da time k. but most of all, just wan u to noe dat ur loved k. :)

anw. dat someone was being rather hostile towards me yest n was almost ignoring me. i can feel it. oh shits. i knew it. i don just feel. but today when i sms-ed him wrongly (cos da sms was meant for someone else), he actually replied n there was a haha n a smiley in da msg. n dat was it. but den, dats his style. one msg n he stopped sms-ing. so was being paranoid? or was he reali ignoring me?

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 11:32 pm