ok. so i feel damn shag nw. from da lack of slp. n da almost-depression. i'm like lost. i lag in my sch work. i lag in helping ard da hse. i lag in everything. i haven been training (running/swimming) religiously. though i keep telling myself i will n i shd. n like nw, i feel tired. really. my whole back aches. my eyes feel tired. i just feel like i wan to slp n nt wanting to wake up. ugh. i dunno why i feel tis way. but i reali wan tis feeling to go away. its weighing me down. its making me feel sick. its making me feel useless.

azmi talked to me just nw. n we both agreed dat we are getting fatter n fatter by da day. though he keeps insisting dat i haven put on weight since da last he saw me (central meeting). but still, i feel damn fat. so yups. he said he will find time so we can go train together. hurry find time k?

i must buck up. i must buck up. i must buck up. i really do need to buck up.

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at 10:53 pm

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