_______ A Beautiful Lie

currently listening : where'd you go - fort minor

so i changed da song on my blog. from nickelback's photograph to fort minor's where'd you go. why u ask? here's wat mike shinoda said of this song:
it is a very personal song to me, and i wanted my video to reflect the emotions in the lyrics. the song is abt being separated from your loved ones because you are working towards a goal, and it is written from the perspective of the ones at home.
i guess tis is how i feel rite nw. abt my mom i guess. she work so hard just to support da family. i still got a working dad. but my mom still have to feed everyone of us. she's working at my uncle's stall. which had just been set up. she doesnt earn much. but da work always drained almost all of her energy n i feel sad everytime i look at her feet n hands. there's so many cuts n blisters but she still work to provide for us. she starts work at 5.30am n ends at 4pm. n she still need to prepare things to be cooked for tmr. i just feel sad. to see my mom slogging her guts out. for me. for my sis. for my dad. but i supposed we always take her for granted. n yes. i miss her. i just miss talking to her. n shopping wif her. n doin some little things wif her. like having bfast together. which rarely happens nw. cos she's off to work. while i'm still sleeping.

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 10:31 pm

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