_______ A Beautiful Lie

all in da name

a new batch of supernumery just passed out. yey. how fun. how exciting. how cool. NOT. i may sound bias towards these ppl. but those who haf been thru ncc wif me n haf been thru ncc like i did, will share da same thoughts as me. those who were in da same batch as me. da ones who are RSM's first batch of numery.

quoted fauzi da airborne diver:
in those days, we were chosen to be one. but nw, its totally different. ppl APPLIED to be one. even those who don meet da criterias.

so i was thinking.
wat happened to the supernumery?
wat happened to the elite-ness of this so-called batch of special ppl?
has it been soooo COMERCIALISED (quoted from sue) that everyone wans to join?

when we (our batch) first became supernumery, we don show off n go telling other ppl, i'm a supernumery so i'm a big fark. we just be normal. n other ppl call us SHOW-OFFS when they asked "u a supernumery?" n we said yes. but nw its different. ppl came to us n tell us "hey we are supernumery oreadi. yey!!" can u see da differences? wat else can i say.

so i was thinking. again. do these ppl be a supernumery cos they wan to help RSM, bring NCC to greater heights and impart whatever they've learn to their juniors OR just show off that they are supernumery n superior to other ppl? hello. wake up n smell da coffee ppl!!

i noe RSM will be upset if he reads tis n finds out dat i don reali like da new batch. but hey, i cant lie to myself. i don wan to go ard n flash a fake smile to these ppl. i rather nt smile at them n let them say dat i'm SOMBONG or arrogant or whatever. cos i've got nth to lose. noe wat. just fark it.

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 9:34 pm

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