_______ A Beautiful Lie

tired. it kills. almost.

i'm feeling so very tired.
reali damn tired.
truly.
i feel almost lifeless.
its as if the days i'm goin thru are killing me.
all these tired-ness kills.
almost.

i saw YOU just nw.
you walked PAST RIGHT me.
you didnt even recognise me.
is it cos i'm uglier n fatter now,
dat u cant recognise me?
or is it cos u haf just forgotten me.
do u noe dat it pains me?
it pains me to see you walk past me
just like dat n nt recognising me.
i felt like crying just nw. reali.
i nv thought i'll write this verse again.
but now i am.

and it breaks my heart to noe
the only reason
you are here now is
a reminder of wat i'll nv get

i tink i'll fall into a concussion.
da moment i go to slp.
i'm reali tired.
sleepy.
aching.
sick.
pained.
~~i hope nt to see YOU again.~~

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 11:15 pm

Lisaaaaa ;
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