_______ A Beautiful Lie

* t o d a y

had bsd common test. keep falling asleep. was writing wif my eyes half closed. half da time i dunno where i was writing. oh man. pls let me pass. left da exam hall early cos i was afraid of falling asleep. den went home. but didnt go home straight. cos had lunch at vista point. i didnt bring my key. so i had to go somewhere first before i can enter da hse. ugh. after dat, waited like damn long outside da hse. cos apparently, my sis say dat she's coming home at 12. but all her frens are like loitering here n there at 11 la. pissed off. i let dat pass. but she sound angry when i told her to come home earlier. she was saying things like "tak tau sabar eh!!" n "tak paham eh org ckp ape!!!" ugh. i decided dat i shall just let it pass. she's just driving me crazy la.

ok. realised dat i'm sooo gonna miss someone when he goes off to da army. i mean, reali. cos tink there'll be no more late nite phone calls, no more pool sessions, no more slacking. haha. ok. i'm gonna miss him but i soooo noe dat he's gonna miss me SOOOOOOOOOOOOO much more. haha. he just didnt wan to admit. big ego. smth da both of us haf in common. hehe.

anyways. tml is da day. i'll either make it. or break it. hmmm. shall nt say much first la. haha. hmmm. oh ya. went back to fuchun juz nw. cos my CO called me down for da cca orientation. nth much. as usual, abit boring. den went to see wat netball had for display oso. since it was my former cca oso. tink its so booring too la. i cant believe dat me, jannah, fariha, farhana n da rest were in dat team before. dat we were their seniors. slack. da oni words dat i can describe them. so ms aishah told me to come back n help out in their trgs when i'm free. so i said ok. on tuesdays. tink i'm goin back to my netball days? oni dat nw it's me. alone. my batch ppl are nt goin to be wif me. hmmm. i miss them. reali do. ppl, let's meet up soon aite? whee.

oh ya. goin to start on self trainings oso. nth much on tis though. just see if there's results la. haha. tink wif all tis, my schedule is goin to be busy. like packed. n i still haf to study. but when more of time is occupied, i guess i haf lesser time to wallow myself in self-pity. yupz. oh. speaking of which. my common test haven even end n da timetable for february's final exams is oreadi out. hmmm. mebi its a warning. or mebi they juz wan us to start studying earlier. either way, i wan to slog my guts out to study, to train, to coach n umpire (sort of) the netball team n to help out more in ncc. hmmm. i tink i can do it. haha. ok. guess i gtg nw. wish me luck ppl. haha.

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 10:03 pm