parents.
love.
me.
i tink these three words don form a sentence. even if they do, they are wrong. cos its nt for real. i don feel loved at all. i feel dat whatever my parents are doin nw are juz part of their obligations as parents. they don do it cos they love me whatsoever. u can say "no. ur parents do love u. they juz don show it". let me tell u. i'm sick of hearing tis crap. da more i believe it, da more fake it seems. i told tis to someone yest. dat my parents don love me. they love my sis more. cos yes, she's prettier den me. not to mention dat she's thinner den me. i noe all tis may seem to be da superficial reasons, but i'm convinced its true. dat day when i came home at 2, my mom totally ignored me. n when i said sori, she told me go to hell. my sis came home abit later den me. she ignored my mom n went to her room. da next morning, mom gave me da cold shoulder while she talked to my sis normally. they even joked ard. don mention my dad. da moment he opened his mouth, i feel like rubbish. so how can i nt say dat i'm nt loved? mebi parents don tink before they say mean things to their children. n after dat, they'll juz forget it like it's a super bad nightmare. but how can i forget? how can i forget dat my mom said go to hell to me? well. mebi it's just me. mebi i'm juz a very bad daughter to begin wif. a very very bad one.
lisaaaaa
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3:14 pm
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