_______ A Beautiful Lie

lisaaaaa

lisa watched as life passed her by in front of her eyes. she was sitting in da MRT at one of da corner seats and da train was quite vacant at da time. music from her mp3 player was blasting n she let her thoughts run. she looked ard at da ppl in da train n began to wonder. she suddenly realised dat life can be so fragile. cos one's life can be taken away just like dat. just so easily. someone can be like so healthy n die just like dat da next moment. n someone who look so healthy n wholesome can actually be having some kind of sickness. lisa is starting to appreciate life. though she still tinks dat she's too fat n ugly.

lisa looked at tis toddler playing wif her grandad. her grandmom looked on, smiling widely. it made lisa long for her family. da happy times. even if it's juz a simple lunch or dinner together. with no arguments. nowadays it's hard to haf da whole family to sit to haf dinner together. everyone seems busy wif their own stuffs. too busy. she's started to tink dat mebi life has lost all da meanings.

anyways. lisa had her CMA common test today. she tink its quite ok. considering dat she didnt study dat hard for da paper. though she sleeps at ard 3 every nite to study n also cos she cant slp. lisa tinks she's goin bonkers soon. cos she keeps visioning herself missing a step when she climbs up da stairs n falling off da stairs when she's goin down. mebi all da lack of slp n da pian she feels is driving her crazy. she finished her paper at ten. after which she goes back to woodlands to meet Farah. but farah was abit late cos she had trouble waking up. haha.

farah n lisa den went to bk to haf lunch n also cos, farah is teaching lisa some basic seamanship stuff n some knots for her selection test on fri. lisa reali enjoyed it. cos learning smth new is fun n yes, farah is a good teacher. =) den lisa n farah decided to play pool after dat. but didnt noe dat da pool place at cwp was closed. so decided to go amk. lisa n farah played for ard 1 1/2hrs. it was reali cool. cos farah was da one who thought her how to play pool last year. n today, she tinks she played alot better den other days. den lisa n farah went off cos farah has sch at six n lisa needs to go home n study.

but nw lisa is still at da comp. nt studying anything. ugh. oh. lisa decides dat she'll try to be happy. she'll try to, at least. cos she's seen dat life is fragile n ppl must make da most of it. n yes. today she learnt dat she actually got some real n true frens. frens who stood by her. frens who supported her. n most importantly, frens who trusted her. she just want to say dat she love these ppl. loads. she wants to thank them too. for being who they are. they are loved n missed by her.

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 8:13 pm