shucks. i keep sneezing non stop since da past two days. hope i'm nt down wif smth or whatever. n i haven been sleeping good da past few days too. cos i cant reali slp. don ask why. everytime i lie in bed, feeling tired and drained n sleepy, i just cant slp. i'll close my eyes oni to find dat i'm still awake da next moment. tossed n turned n tried to slp but i just cant. tink i'm goin crazy soon. ugh.
tml is da CMA paper. don even noe if i'm prepared for it. hmm. shall just brace myself for it i guess. i dunno why but i keep saying i guess these days. like i'm just so unsure of myself. bleugh. oh ya. i came up wif a list of things dat i envy.
1. i envy thin ppl.
2. i envy ppl who eat alot but still
un-fat.
3. i quite envy ppl wif bf.ok. i noe they sounds crappy n jealousy n desperate. but i tink dats wat's in my thoughts rite nw. arrgh. ok. mebi i shd juz stop thinking. n start focusing. but on wat? hmmm.i'm feeling fat rite nw. feeling super fat. argh. i tink i'm goin crazy. like so many thoughts n emotions clashed. how i wish dat everything is reali gonna be ok.
lisaaaaa
penned a beautiful lieat
2:42 pm
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