_______ A Beautiful Lie

oh. fark.

things been very farked up.

i'm quitting my job. after i've sacrificed my whole holidays. and all da hari raye outings juz to work. my manager asked me if i wan to quit. saying dat i got too many activities in hand. juz cos i asked for ONE freaking day off. cos i'm goin for ssc.

for god damn sake.
i burnt my WHOLE holidays to slog my guts out. i burnt my hari raya outings juz to work weekends. i worked on da third day of hari raya juz cos i had to work dat day to keep da job while da WHOLE family went for all da visits. i sacrificed my NEED to go out wif my frens on weekends to hari raya or chill out. and nw tis is wat i get? i was asked if i wan to quit juz cos i asked for one off day?

so guess wat i said to my supervisor?
i wanna quit.
right in her face. she was asking me to tink it over n what-not. but ppl are good at pretending. n i saw right thru her. she asked me if i needed another job. saying dat she'll ask her sis to recommend me n stuff. but for wat? i don wan to hutang budi to other ppl. anyways. i still need to work tis sat n sun. cos my farking manager said dat she drew up da schedule oreadi n smth equally shitty. so i had to work. there goes my plan to hari raya again. i wont ever step into dat shop again sia. i wont buy things from there anymore. freaking bitch.

i've actually been thinking of leaving dat place earlier.
cos tis is where the heartbreak starts.
i tink its better for me to leave tis freaking place cos too many things happened. of course there are sweet memories. like working wif nusrah, shida, adek, sadtos, dayana n azura. but den some ppl juz dpn appreciate me. so why stay?

*everything is juz short stories wif tragic endings

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 11:06 am