listenin to ; i'm nt okay (i promise) - mcr
i'm stressed. n depressed.
yes. khalisah is depressed.
been tis way for da past week.
n i hate it.
i thought all tis is over.
but nw its back again.
ugh.
guess wat my dad said to me?
"ur brainless!!!
u don use my brain to do things!!!"
i feel soooo damn hurt.
n so bloody angry.
n it makes me hate him.
does anyone's dad say dat to them?
i doubt so.
but he doesnt realise dat.
he's sayin its all my fault.
i guess so.
its my fault for havin such a father!!!
damn it.
i don wanna go thru tis.
all over again.
i cried to myself juz nw.
i felt better.
at da same time guilty.
i'm supposed to be strong for me.
where are all da frens who said
they'll go thru thick n thin wif me?
i noe nw.
all tis are empty promises.
all tis are juz bullshits.
frens will oni stay wif u
when there's happy moments.
u can always count on them to run
when ur having a rough time.
yes.
dats wat i learnt tis week.
tanx ppl.
lisaaaaa
penned a beautiful lieat
8:57 pm
Lisaaaaa ;
TwentyOne ; 310387 ;
NP sch of BA ;
Dragonboat ; Safra DB ;
021208 . Adek's 19th .
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131208 . Lunch wif Fss frens .
251208 . X'mas .
bangkok ;
europe ;
aussie. again ;
do pull ups ;
toned biceps ;
toned deltoids ;
toned triceps ;
