today is juz a bad day. i'm feelin so fark up nw.
well. if it werent for u, i wldnt be feelin tis way.
i noe ur mommy's precious little girl.
but get tis. don mess wif me.
juz cos mommy loves u more, ur nt all dat.
there's a limit to everything.
n my tolerance level for u has reached its max.
fark u.
i hate crying. though it makes me feel better.
crying juz makes me look weak. it makes me feel weak too.
but crying helps me to pour everything out. to no one.
but it helps get rid of dat tight feeling in my chest.
i juz cried tonight. i felt better. but i feel like i'm weak too.
ugh. GOD didnt help me though.
at dat moment. when u hugged me.
i prayed hard. real hard.
dat u wouldnt let go.
dat time would stand still forever.
but den reality hit me.
u let go. u did.
juz like dat.
i didnt noe if i felt relieved. or crushed.
mebi i felt both. but i tried to ignore my feelings.
n to tink u still said: mebi we are nt fated.
tis time i noe how i felt.
crushed.
lisaaaaa
penned a beautiful lieat
10:38 pm
Lisaaaaa ;
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