Y Sunday, August 14, 2005
  dead tired

listening to ; short stories with tragic endings - from autumn to ashes

i'm tired. reali very tired. super duper tired.
i juz wanna slp. till i'm nt tired n sleepy anymore.
i wanna run away. from all da freaking projects.
from all tis madness. from all tis tired-ness.
aaaaaaarrrrgh.
i cant take it anymore!!!!!

i had to work today. but everything went wrong.
i cut myself so many times. nt on purpose.
my mind was everywhere. except for work.
cos i wan to quit. but they don let me.
i might as well MIA. from work.
yupz. shall do dat. da job totally sucks.

went to meet aunt wif mom n sis at jurong point.
to haf lunch. mom n dad are again nt on talking terms.
by dat, i mean everytime they open their mouths,
u'd tink it's gonna be WWIII.
me n my sis are no better. i decided to ignore her.
she decided to irritate me. nt my fault.
anyways. went shopping after lunch.
more like accompanying them to shop.
den rest for awhile at aunt's hse.
went off in da evening when aunt goes off to work.

reach home at almost 7. by dat time, i was super tired.
but went to meet christina at 8 to pass some blaw thing.
reach home at 8.40. den cheong for blaw presentation.
just finished. nw working on da mwa one.
but i cant tink. reali. i'm brain-dead. ugh.
taking a break, so here i blog.

how come ur always da one who appears in my thoughts.
its oni been two days. but it seems like forever babe.
i hate to say tis. but i kinda miss u. ugh.

my thoughts are all mixed up. jumbled up.
help. i'm feeling so tense. so stressed up.
i may or may nt breakdown anytime.
i don wan any of tis anymore.
i juz wan to run away.
far far far away....

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 11:28 pm

Y ladee




Lisaaaaa ;
TwentyOne ; 310387 ;
NP sch of BA ;
Dragonboat ; Safra DB ;

Y upcomings



021208 . Adek's 19th .
061208 . Hamx off to Sydney .
081208 . Hari Raya Haji .
131208 . Lunch wif Fss frens .
251208 . X'mas .


Y longings



bangkok ;
europe ;
aussie. again ;
do pull ups ;
toned biceps ;
toned deltoids ;
toned triceps ;

Y loves


Y the lies