ur nt me.
so u'll nv noe.
how i feel.
inside.
u can oni see.
da me outside.
crazy n crappy.
but dats nt how i feel inside.
today is juz like any other day. da days dat makes me feel stupid. had sch oni at 3.40pm today. n guess wat? it ended at 4.10pm. let's all applause for da
IDIOTIC tutor. *claps. met huiting. karen n laureen at atrium. den went off together. reached home at 6.30pm. today, da usual routine don reali happen. there's no bombarding me da moment i stepped into da hse. den did my prayers. did
principles of marketing tutorial after dat. den online till nw. did my MWA e-learning. on my own. n WDA too. but nt for tis one. whatever la.
anw. cried again juz nw. was feelin angry. nt at anyone. juz at myself. i'm angry cos i'm a failure. nt filthy rich. nt beautiful. FAT. these things make me feel depressed. which brings me to tis question.
where is GOD when i needed HIM da most?i noe. i'm nt supposed to ask things like tis. but i cant help it. i'm desperately in need of help. n all i can do is to wait for a miracle? for things to better again. for things to go back da way they were. for things to happen. well. i'm sick of waitin. i'm giving up. waitin gives me a sense of false hope. waitin gives me da feelin dat everythin is goin to be ok. but oni if i wait at least a thousand years. all my energy haf oreadi been drenched out. plus. i got a splitting headache. its killin me. n there's no point in anything. anymore.
*i'm glad ur nt dead yet. i'm nt goin to wait again.
lisaaaaa
penned a beautiful lieat
12:02 am
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