juz came back from da doctor.. accompany mom cos she got sore eyes.. got it from sis.. so nw its like there's 2 ppl in my hse who haf sore eyes.. n being sick ppl, they r always throwin tantrums.. at me.. cos i'm lookin after them.. n it doesnt help dat dad keeps pickin on me.. haix.. n oso mom keeps worryin abt money.. cos there's nt enough to pay for bills n everything.. she wans to take up an extra job.. but dad don allow.. dad himself doesnt wan to look to look for a stable job.. n mom keep asking me to get a job.. i'm goin to.. but i told her i will look for one when i finished my exams.. but she's pissed off.. cos she says dat i always menyusahkan.. exams are super near!!! how m i supposed to find for a job nw?? haix.. i'm feelin super terrible.. been having these major headaches.. i'm startin to tink dat i'm better off
DEAD.. yupz.. cos when i'm dead, mom don haf to feed an extra mouth.. n i don haf to be a burden to her anymore.. anw.. juz nw.. hafiz called me juz to talk.. n he told me dat naseer told him dat i'm puttin my hope for a guy from
east district.. so i was like wat da fuck la.. i don even like anyone rite nw.. n ppl haf to come up wif tis kind of shit la.. i believe i noe myself da best n better den anyone who noe me.. i tink some ppl juz don love their mouth.. wat da hell.. argh.. i cant be bothered wif tis kind of ppl.. as if i don haf enuf probs on my mind.. anw.. i'm hopin to totally forget my b'day.. there's no point in tis b'day shit.. it doesnt make any diff to anyone or anything.. i'm juz goin to b one year older.. dats all..
*reali better off dead.. there's no point anymore*
lisaaaaa
penned a beautiful lieat
1:12 pm
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