_______ A Beautiful Lie

*pissed off!!!*

ok... well... today was supposed to go out wif ray.. to watch constantine.. waited for his sms but he sms-ed oni at 1+.. den he decided nt to watch dat movie.. cos got no money... but wanted to meet up at citylink.. cos he meetin beh there... n guessed wat? in d end, we nv meet la... cos i got school trainin [tanx to my CO.. he oni tell me abt it at 9pm yest.. grrr]... which starts at 2.30.. n he asked me to meet him b4 4pm.. cos he got rockclimbing after dat.. so he said mebi we meet another day.. whatever la.. den at sch trainin is where i was super pissed off.. cos my ex senior [he ord from ncc 4 years ago] came to our sch.. at first, i didnt reali care.. den he asked my CSM to do pumpings for him!!! n sayin dat being in NS [he's oni a freakin 2gt] gives him d right to complained abt us to our DC.. n sue us.. i was like wat d fuck la.. dats d most ridiculous thing i've ever heard la.. bleah.. den he wanted to ask my specs to do push-ups.. worst thing.. he wans me to do d same.. doin push-ups wif d specs!!!! argh!!! can u believe it??? its like reali off limit la... n noe wat... he's oni in civilian la... argh.. i cant stand him so i let d cadets off 1/2 hour earlier.. since they wanted to watch d soccer match held in d sch.. i told hafiz abt it.. since hafiz noes him.. den he asked me to ignore dat stupid guy.. cos he doesnt haf any rights.. he told me dat whatever it is, i'm d one in charge n haf d power to tell him off.. grrrr... i still feel d anger in me.. anw.. i saw hazwan juz nw... wif his new gf.. he still looks super skinny.. haha.. oh ya.. found tis at mich's blog. "Lesser expectations brings about lesser pain and disappointments.Sometimes wanting too much is bad." i haf to agree wif tis one.. guess i'll nw be going around wif tis phrase in mind.. haha..

*u came back into my life oni to break my heart all over again*

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 11:17 pm