i deleted a few posts. cos in some ways or another, they offended other ppl. when u say smth, u haf to be careful nt to hurt other ppl's feelings. tis is wat they call freedom of speech? i don tink so.

i cried on da way home today. almost. all dat emotions goin thru my head. i tink i reali cant take it anymore. i just feel like quitting everything. i cant stand all these arguments n stuffs. its nt just argue with one person. but two ppl at da same time. two diff ppl. two diff causes. one same purpose. but wth. why am i being da one to be picked on? why? is it very nice to pick on me? is it very nice to argue with me? i just dunno.

i've been feeling real sick since da sat. n i've been feeling down. all these arguements just add on to all da probs i'm having. i guess no one reali noes wat i'm goin thru rite nw n how i'm feeling. i didnt wan to fall into depression again.

once upon a time. someone said tis to me. "my love for you is unconditional." so where is tis love when i needed some? when i feel so un-loved n hated? when i feel like i just cant go thru any of this anymore.

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 9:22 pm

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