went out wif yb n hamx yest. cos they wan to treat me to gelare's half-priced-waffles-on-tuesday. haha. tanx babes. so totally love u guys. =) den we went ard causeway point to window shop. but yb ends up buying tis tube dress n tis formal looking top. so much for her "i don wan to buy anything". haha. den we window shopped abit more. n we went home. tanx for da girls' day out. it totally takes some things off my mind.

okays. 2 more days to my first exam papers. i'm more or less ready for it. oh ya. i got my IPT proj marks back yest. i so totally love myself. haha. cos i got 80++ marks for it. i mean, nv haf i imagine dat i (me n myself) cld actually come up with dat kind marks for any assignments man. i'm proud of myself. which reminds me dat i must work hard for my exams in order to keep up da grades. haha. i used to tink i was somehow mentally challenged (for those who don understand, it means STUPID). but den, i realised nw dat i wasnt as stupid as i tink. i just play too much n studying too little. n yes, i realised dat studying doesnt make one a geek. (well. its reali diff for those who study all da time. they are geeks. oops. hee) it just shows how hardworking a person can be n how much willpower one haf to study alot. ok. somehow tis sounds like crap. but i don care. haha.

hmm. someone said smth nice to me. he told me to study hard cos its for my sake. i told him dat i got blocked nose n he told to put on some vicks. ok. tis may seem normal to other ppl. but to hear tis from him is very very rare. really very rare. so i take it dat he's actually a nice person deep down. maybe he just don socialise. he said he's an introvert. so yes. maybe dats da reason. but anw. i'm happy to hear smth nice. =)

anyways. i chose an inconvenient time to fall sick. i got a blocked nose n flu. i keep sneezing dat my nose looks like rudolf da reindeer's. oni nw dat xmas is over n i cant be compared to rudolf. haha. ok crap. i'm feeling fat again. i am fat. totally. absolutely. da more i tried nt to eat, da more i'll eat. da more i try nt to feel hungry, da more hungry i am. i dunno wat da fark is wrong wif me. ugh. i tink i just feel frustrated wif myself. i feel so frustrated n depressed everytime i see my frens. all slim n pretty. haix.

oh ya. i tried to be happy everyday. or at least make myself happy. if u dunno, its one of my resolutions at da starting of tis year. to be happy no matter wat. it oni february n i oreadi feel unhappy dunno how many times. well. i tink i'll try to be happy.

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 12:38 pm

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021208 . Adek's 19th .
061208 . Hamx off to Sydney .
081208 . Hari Raya Haji .
131208 . Lunch wif Fss frens .
251208 . X'mas .





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