Y Wednesday, December 07, 2005
  huh?

ok. i got haircut. i tink it looks abit da same. oni abit more cooler den usual. hmmm. same but cooler. get it? no? nvm. i don get it either. haha.

i was in da bus on da way juz nw when suddenly a thought struck me. as much as i love to be alone, i yearn for some companion. it sounds quite ironic. but dat was wat i was thinking abt in da whole journey home juz nw. i love to be alone. cos dat is when i get my personal space, i can tink whatever thoughts i wan n do my own stuffs. but somehow, i wan someone to accompany me when i need to go places or do something. i don wan to be so lonely all da time. i need frens. i need someone or anyone who can be there for me. who can juz go out wif me without hesitation. who can juz go out n be crazy. who can juz go out n slack wif me at anytime. nt go out wif me when her date wif her significant other failed n she's stuck at causeway point alone n needs someone to accompany her. nt to go out wif me when she cant find any other frens in her so-called big group of ppl. i don tink i wan any "frens" who fall into these two groups of ppl. ugh.

ok. i suddenly run out of things to say. my brain suddenly dried. i'm nt writing all these so dat someone wld symphatise wif me n decides to go out wif me. i'm writing it down cos i feel frustrated to be treated tis way. i feel used. and thrown away after dat. oh shucks. whatever. n to you. if ur reading tis, i hate to be treated tis way. n most of all, i hate u.

lisaaaaa penned a beautiful lie
at 10:53 pm

Y ladee




Lisaaaaa ;
TwentyOne ; 310387 ;
NP sch of BA ;
Dragonboat ; Safra DB ;

Y upcomings



021208 . Adek's 19th .
061208 . Hamx off to Sydney .
081208 . Hari Raya Haji .
131208 . Lunch wif Fss frens .
251208 . X'mas .


Y longings



bangkok ;
europe ;
aussie. again ;
do pull ups ;
toned biceps ;
toned deltoids ;
toned triceps ;

Y loves


Y the lies