i've never said tis before. but i'm saying it nw.
i'm an
UNGRATEFUL person.
yupz. i was sittin readin a book (its called the killer hair. its reali awesome) while waitin for da prayer time juz nw when it suddenly struck me. when i wanted something real bad, i would pray to GOD n reali prayed hard to grant me my wishes (or wants). i would get all angry wif HIM (i noe its a sin. pls forgive me GOD) if he doesnt grant me wat i wanted. but when everything is smooth sailing for me, i would "accidentally" forget abt HIM. but when it turned out to be bad, i'll start ranting on n on abt how HE hates me. see wat i mean? i've been ungrateful to the ONE who gave me life. tis has been goin on for a long time. but i've oni come to realise it today. oh god. i've such an ungrateful person. i didnt appreciate HIM. ok la. i'm nt reali a religious person. i mean i do my prayers n everything. but i didnt reali devote myself to it. despite dat, i tink i shd be more appreciative. come to tink of it, HE always give me wat i wan. but i always wanted more. (sounds familiar?) another thing is dat, i felt shy abt being a muslim. i noe. i noe. its wrong to feel tis way. but i juz cant help it. mebi being shy abt it makes me feel tis way. so i resolved to devote more to it. like, a prayer don take very long. (my sch hours are longer. grrr.) mebi i was juz plain lazy. always wanted easy things. anw i realised my mistakes n i'm repenting. i pray dat GOD forgives me abt how i feel.
* made my mistakes. got nowhere to run. *
lisaaaaa
penned a beautiful lieat
8:12 pm
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